Hello all,

I was really holding off on this post until my check-up appointment today. I really wanted to post good news; especially after my twitter post last week that the surgeon was taking me off bedrest this Monday.

I had finally let myself be hopeful.

Today the tests came back with red flags all over the place.

I feel so betrayed. I’m so tired of not being able to be hopeful. I am so tired of things not being okay. I’m just so tired.

I’ve been working since Monday; and as long as my doctor doesn’t tell me to stop tomorrow, production can hopefully resume at a steady pace next month.

As always a huge thank you to the Patrons who have been covering the server costs while I’ve been trying not to drown. You guys are my hero.

I will hopefully be back soon with a more cheery update, but today is not that day.

Love you all.

– Savannah